I miss your friendship and laughter.
There's stuff I don't miss because I feel bad about it. But I don't think you want me to feel bad.
So I've processed it all in that context.
I'd apologise at greater length if I could. I had more to share, about always knowing what it all was, and being sorry for turning the Benny Hill Show into an episode of Law & Order: Special Victims Unit.
But in this forum, what can I say beyond being very sorry, S?